hye^^
today was worst coz .... you wanna know? yesterday i told u all bout my frend who said bad things bout me right? and today i heard more bad things bout me. her frend told me bout this. seriously when i heard this thing i'm bout to be crazy coz one of my frends doesn't like me. so how i'm supposed to do?
wanna know when she said this? what its bout? who else joined it? >_<" i'm sad to think bout this thing. coz it's make me feel tht i had done wrong.
her frend said tht she had long long said bad things bout me. since form 2. like i'm proud to be frend with a british man. then, i always free talk for example, i had once called her monkey. but i'm just playing around. but she was too sensitive. then, one day, i had type this = : P = to her. then she got mad. what is it?? everyone did this? she is so so so selfish! thinking bout herself!
she also had tease my father's name. did i got mad? i am! but i just hold still coz i think she just playing. but now she got mad. there are also two people involved talking bad things bout me. didn't wanna said their name here. at first i think they are pretty good to be frends but now i'm absolutely wrong! one is sensitive, the other is wanna high reputation and the other can't keep secrets. and they also had talked bad things bout each other. her frend tht told me bout this was also my good frend. and tnx to her i know bout this so i can improve myself. but she said tht i've just had to be quiet. if i said anything tht make them angry, i'm so gone! tht's all. but if i didn't frends wif them in 3 days, i'll be sinfull. what am i gonne do? : (
le gra, anna,,,

hey! : )
today i feel so tired. just now i'm back from my school- coz i went to MPM wif my frends * thari n tasha*
but we can't interview the officer there, coz he's busy. and they asked us to went there this monday again.
today also make me feel uneasy. wanna know why? coz one of my frends said tht i'm ill mannered to her. but i'm not. absolutely not! ><
just she think so coz i always free talk. n she also said tht i had changed. i am changing my life n evryone else too.
and you wanna know, she also had change a lot. when i talked to her, she just ignored me. so what must i do? compromise myself? how could i..argh!! hate this thing.. frendship can make us fell comfort and also uneasy..it's hard you know..so what must i do?? my other frend said tht i must not do anything but just keep quiet.. maybe this solution work..but now i'm talkative u know... just try my best or i'll fail my exam next week for trying to solve this problem
le gra,  anna

my exam is coming next week. feel so so scared, dizzy and more other strange feelings too! ><
i still didn't prepare anything yet. my friends?? don't know. but we all are also busy wif our folio too.
hope can get B in my exam. it's more than enough for me. ^^
le gra, anna

today seems fine. and there's a great news bout my school. our school SMK(P)SAB got no 1 for STPM result in our distric and state. so proud! XD
and the bad news is tht me and my frends have to send our works by end of this month but there's nothing tht us have prepared yet. so dizzy when thinkin' bout this. and also i didn't prepared yet for d exam.
teachers told us tht the topics tht were in form 1 n also in form 2 also get in d exam. i didn't remember all those topics. mybe i'll have to be more carefull for the next thing.
le gra, anna

i just got back from my tuition. feel so so tired! >_< hope this year will be fast. coz i can't stand anymore. PMR scares me. don't know if anyone else does. ~_~ there's no rest in a week.
monday till friday, i have to go to school as anyone else.
saturday, have to go to tuition at 3pm..
sunday, also tuition at 8am till 12.30 pm.. so tired
but hope this sacrifice will help me for this big exam!
talked about exam, next month *i think* i'll have exam that will format like the real PMR.
all my friends are clever, but me.. always the same ,,hahaXD
le gra, anna